i'd do crazy things for love

i used to get up in the middle of the night.

or whenever my mom was asleep and id sneak out and go to "HIs" house.

i didnt care whether it was raining or snowing.

i just knew he wanted to see me

so i went

i was in love head over heels. and i knew he felt the same.

i was sceared most of the time

i was only 16

now i look back like what was wrong with me?

was i that young and dumb?

maybe what i was feeling was love?

we had sex i remember i used to lay there and wonder

what the hell!

what is this ? how you show somebody you love them?

it hurted! Everytime, i didnt understand what was going on

but he was my first love

and wanted to do it

"so i did"

a far more experienced lover than i was

i was just starting out,

new to the whole thing

i practically did what he wanted me to

now were not even together,