stalkers,

you check my facebook , and my blogs trying to see what i been up to . what im doing and who im doing it with , fuck you so worried about me for? get a life ! damn wait no pause do i even know you ? i really dont , if you knew me youd know what im doing ect ect. you bitches really have no LIFE i dare not waste my time worrying about some other female. my attitude ? FUCK her ! what is it really? like tell me because im not getting it . im ding me best you do you as well. so since everybody wants to know about britanny ,



know this im happy , car? oh yeah i got that , apt ? on my list ! college in september . gig? yeah .im doing what i want , and im GETTING MONEY :)you should try and do the same , have a nice life

i love you though , because if it wasnt for you well wait no nvm my confidence sitting on stilks baby :) i love you though muffin bunch

before you came,

i was miserable ,
i cried 80 percent more than i smiled,
i never wanted to love,
i couldnt dance,
i was clumsy wait no i still am :)
i never thought i could be happy,
i perceived all men/boys to be the same,
i never thought i would meet somebody that i could actually love , wanna be with me , make future plans for us in my head. i think of what i can give you , i love making you smile. i hate my self for making you mad. but i have no control over that. antoine you are a big part of my life rather you know it or not , i will always and forever love you

new love

his name is tony , and im fighting for his heart , i love my baby . and id do anything for him. came into my life at a time when i needed him the most . and is gonna be here for me till the end , or like he said "till they put him in the ground" . something special about him. my story with him is beginning , and there wont be an ending :)

Aasshhlleeyy ;)

blog for ashley!

she made her blog yesterday . her posts are similar to mines i guess thats why we both related to wanting to blog and stuff. it all started with us "hating liars. cheaters, and users" like we both started agreeing that boys wasnt nothing. and that they didnt know how to treat something good when its right there in there face, my facebook status led to us blogging which we both agreed was good for getting our emotions out! im so glad to have her to blog with meee!

omg you think when your young and just starting to have sex. if you tell your boyfriend no or your not ready he gets mad and hell probably break up with you! that is so true in some cases which means he only wanted to fuck in the first place! but girls you are better than that ! love yourself more than that! just say no! being with him isnt everything

you say yes once and he will expect you to keep saying yes you are so much more! dont settle for that and if you dont feel loved know that i love you

britannny loves you all

blame it on me ;)

looking in my diary

i realized ive taken alot from

the ppl in my past relations

why do i do so much ?

give so much ?

try so hard?

cry in the end?

i guess i love that in love feeling

i know theres more to me

lately i play ppl

before they get the chance to play me

you can blame my new found attitude on me

this is random. idk what to say about it i dont have fancy title or captions just my words and how i felt

last jan. 12- 2009

i found myself lost or stuck

i cant decide which to say to make you understand how i felt about "HIM" .

i loved him he was my world. he could say jump my response how high

! i loved him . or more i loved how i felt when i was with him.

i loved the person i was when i was with him.

i was on top of the world

imagine me britanny

from north carolina on the greatest high ever

LOVE

sooner than later like all highs and addictions there was a low and withdrawl

you see i left him ! i couldnt take the pain

i was hurting because he was loving more than me

how could you promise me something and give it away ;(

most people

this is not a post just how im feeling right now!


most people wanna be known, most people wanna be seen
i just wanna be heard! im one voice how loud can i really be?
my tears go unheard. my heart beat is unheard!
but im here and im standing
i dont want money
i dont want fancy things
they'd be nice to have
but thats not what im wanting
i wanna be heard!

I WANNA BE HEARD

right now im feeling as though im one person but i wanna do something like make changes ! but im one person how much can i really do?

you always seem to make me feel

you always seem to make me feel
that love is real.
when im around you i get nothing but chills.

up my spine and down my back
around you i can never relax



this is a poem i started to write and i never finished, i wrote this with my second boyfriend. i swore that was love to. it wasnt i was dumbfounded and in strong like. i never finished this poem. and we arent together either

i'd do crazy things for love

i used to get up in the middle of the night.

or whenever my mom was asleep and id sneak out and go to "HIs" house.

i didnt care whether it was raining or snowing.

i just knew he wanted to see me

so i went

i was in love head over heels. and i knew he felt the same.

i was sceared most of the time

i was only 16

now i look back like what was wrong with me?

was i that young and dumb?

maybe what i was feeling was love?

we had sex i remember i used to lay there and wonder

what the hell!

what is this ? how you show somebody you love them?

it hurted! Everytime, i didnt understand what was going on

but he was my first love

and wanted to do it

"so i did"

a far more experienced lover than i was

i was just starting out,

new to the whole thing

i practically did what he wanted me to

now were not even together,