before you came,

i was miserable ,
i cried 80 percent more than i smiled,
i never wanted to love,
i couldnt dance,
i was clumsy wait no i still am :)
i never thought i could be happy,
i perceived all men/boys to be the same,
i never thought i would meet somebody that i could actually love , wanna be with me , make future plans for us in my head. i think of what i can give you , i love making you smile. i hate my self for making you mad. but i have no control over that. antoine you are a big part of my life rather you know it or not , i will always and forever love you